THE REAL OF ME
Thursday, April 30
TELL ME!
IT'S LIE!

Kichi was dead this morning .____.
And 1 of 4 little hamsters died to !
And the most thing made shock is mr.B changed his status been MARRIED!

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posted by dessy @ 5:55 AM   0 comments
Wednesday, April 29
(2) continue
I was shocked to heard that. And there're 4 babys. Shit !
Still small and weak. Not like hamster yet.

Then, my fuckin pc can't turn on. There's problem in the hardisk = =
so i must go to warnet .

Btw , somedays ago mr.B was got relation ship again with his ex. And now , they was BREAK UP ! Hahaha

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posted by dessy @ 6:37 AM   0 comments
Saturday, April 25
just a dream
ARGH! all of my planning was canceled .
so fucking damn !
today , my planning was buy a cute rabbit as a new pet .
and my father seen lazy to accompany us -my sister and brother-
because that , i canceled . if my father to be mad , it was scary .

whereas , i really want those pet .
i'm a bit boring with my hamster . because to small and i can't carry them :(
and i want quickly because i'm afraid if the animal exibition is over .

i want anggora or lop . they are cute :'3

ARGHHHHH ! MASIH BETE !

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Wednesday, April 22
such a SUCK day !
UAN mtk nya sangat amat mengbangsatkan !
Gila aja ! soalnya beda jauh sm soal try out. & LEBIH SUSAH ! JAUH LEBIH SUSAH !
padahal biasanya soal TO lebih susah dr UAN . ANJ !
Udah gitu mana narocob gak turun" ! sekalinya turun ada 2 versi .
& org yg biasa ngasih narocob buat gue hr ini gak ngasih karna ada masalah .

Waktu cuma dikit lagi . Soalnya susah banget . Gue cuma bisa berapa soal gitu .
Sisanya gue ngikutin narocob . Eh pas keluar , hampir semua anak IPA yg cewe nangis semua !
katanya narocobnya salah . Ternyata emg bener ! Soalnya td pagi dituker sm pusat .
ANJG BANGET KAN ?!
MAKSUD LO APA SIH , BAPAK" & IBU" DEPDIKNAS ?!
& narocob gue jg ada yg bilang slaah juga . Tau deh gmn . Mau gue binggung jg ga ngubah apa" kan ?

& pengawas yg ngawas di skolah gue tehe banget !
guru dr sma 29 & BPK penabur katanya duduk di belakang siswa . Mana boleh gitu sih ?
Bikin tegang . Kasian banget temen" gue yg diawasin sm guru" itu .
Kalo guru skolah gue terkenal baik ngawasnya . Kampret ! emg guru" itu gak punya anak yg pernah uan apa ?

Buat apa sih pk ada uan segala ?
percuma , jaman sekarang org udah pinter" nipu . ujung"nya make narocob juga .
Ga guna banget tau ga . hahaha
bikin orang tambah stress . Super kampret !

i hope tomorrow 'll gonna be okay !

***
EH TAU GA ?
YG MR. B SENYUMIN GUE ITU KAN GARA" DIA MAU MINTA CONTEKAN .
MAKANYA DIA BAEK"IN GUE . HAHAHA
TERNYATA SENYUM YG BIKIN GUE GA BS TIDUR ITU CUMA PALSU LOH . KEREN YA SI MR. B ITU ! HAHAHA

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posted by dessy @ 5:15 AM   4 comments
Monday, April 6
B to BANGSAT
dengan membawa kata ' BESTIES ' dia nyaris manfaatin gue !
kmren si mr. B onoh tuh yg kata gue sangat amat cute cubit tete itu sms gue .
tumben ya smsnya gak di singkat , pdhal kmren gue sms panjang" bales nya cuma ' GAK ADA '
tau gak dia sms apa ?!

' des, bikinin gue pidato b.inggris dng ! hehe. '

ya , jujur sih gue seneng di sms sm dia . tp kok, rada ga enak perasaan gue ya ?
gue tanya aja itu pidato buat siapa .
eh katanya buat ADEKnya . setau gue dia gak punya adek, & katanya dia paling tua.
Padahal gue inget banget DIA ITU PERNAH CERITA SOAL ABANGNYA !
kampret banget kan ?!
lagian pas gue tanyain soal pidato itu , dia balesnya lama banget seakan" adeknya gak 1 rumah sm dia = =

terus gue coba ngobrol biasa , pura" suruh bayar lah pidatonya .
eh dia bilang gini . ' YAELAH, KITA KAN BESTIES ! MSH AJA DI PUNGUT BIAYA. '
gmn gue bisa nolak ye kaaaaaaaaaaaan ? :'<

ngehe abis tuh anak tuyul .
mana ada besties yg gak pernah ngobrol ?
mana ada besties yg manfaatin sahabatnya ?
mana ada besties yg sering nge bohongin sahabatnya ?

KENAPA GAK LO MINTA BIKININ SM TEMEN" LO YG ANAK TONGRONGAN APA TUH ?
ATO SM TEMEN" LO YG GAHUL GILAAAAAAAAAA ITUUUUUU .
ATAU SM CEWEK LO YG FOTONYA MALEM" PAKE GAUN UDAH KAYAK CINDERBOLONG .
HAHAHAHA . ANJING!

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Thursday, April 2
to
much ate today !
DAMN !
I'm distressing ! because he have a gf , i got much ate !
ice cream, putu mayang, chicken, biscuits, milk, and ketan .
i dont care if my weight to be go up !
i felt tired about my problems , parents, school, friends, and him .
FUCK YOU !
seen his face make me hurt ; - ;
we didnt like formely .
i want back to those time :<
DASAR!TEMENANSMANAKGAULSIHLU !
***
*DEAD

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posted by dessy @ 2:31 AM   0 comments
Monday, March 30
H-19

my face very ugly . like my mood today .
seriously , i hate today so much .

last night , i slept at 1.30 at morning , because i studied mathematics .
when test was begining , i just finished 14 question and other i cheat even many numbers i can't aswer . DAMN ! very useless i slept at 1.30 morning because lastly i cheat :<

at home , my mom angry with me because i just playing computer .
watdefak . i came home quickly because wanna playing pet society .

actually , today is mbib's birthday .
some my closest friends would come to her home .
i'm lazy to join with them . i felt like ' that's not my place. '
tadi aja di petronas gue ga ngobrol sm si ini dan si itu . haha .
dasar , GUA EMANG ORANG BUANGAN DEH ! hahaha
bodo amat mau elo semua ngomongin gue berubah kek .

terus ya , si MR. B tersayang !
DIA GAK PAKEK GELANG YG SAMA LG KAYA GUE .
;_______________________;
pas gue liat tanganya cuma ada 1 gelang .
gue copot ga ya ni gelang ? >;

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posted by dessy @ 10:38 PM   0 comments
Sunday, March 29
H-20

Yesterday , i went to Margo .
to visited Japan Carnival and Rosemary Marian would performed there .
Planningnya sih begitu . Jadi ye kan kita dateng jem 1an gitu .
Udah panas , buru-buru , laper . Yaudadeh , semua anak" pada dandan gitu .
Selesai dandan cantik" banget kaya bencong taman lawang .
Pas jam 1/2 3an disuruh turun kan . Pas smpe pintu depan margo ...................

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
UJAN GEDE BANGET DISERTAI ANGIN KENCANG !

Ya mau ga mau kita harus nunggu ampe ujan berenti ye kan ?
Orang sm angin gitu . Mampus aje deh klo di paksa , make upnya bisa terbang semua lol
Di tungguin lama banget deh , uda pintu margo ga mau nutup gara" banyak orang mondar mandir depan pintu .
terus gue ke solaria aja nemenin juan , pas balik ternyata ' GAK JADI MANGGUNG , kou! '
AGHY%^$(_&*^*, ANJING !!

jadi katanya maennya kan di atas mobil gitu . Kaya band" gahul abes gitu .
eh katanya pas ujan angin, atepnya terbang gitu . Bafet ! Terus ada apanya gitu yg pecah .
Gila banget ye kan ? udah panitianya ga tanggung jawab gitu lagi.

Yodah deh, drpada gak ngasilin ape" , pada foto" aja . hahaha

terus yg bawa pacarnya pada minta foto .
lama" gue terima job fotoin couple nih ah ==


and i met some friends , ai, mipup, bebek, rei, and other .
btw when i met yuka . he said ' LAH, KOK DIA JADI GANTENG ? ih kaya anak PWG . '
WTF LU YUK ! ==
and of course i met TETEAN .
DAMN emg anak" RMM ! Pas ada tetean gue di cengin gitu . AHHHH SALTING BANGET SMPE MAU KOPROL !
kayanya sih dia ga ngeh .
Udah mana dia lucu banget lg kemaren >D
mau nya sih gue ga demen lg sm dia . eh tengah malem dia sms makasih u/ cdnya . aiiiihhhh jadi girang lagi gue lol
kmren emg lg ga enak banget sih suasanya , bokapnya yudha sakit, gue ga jd ketemu karin & anak UI , ketemu Tetetan jg cuma bentar, & jeles ngeliatin tetean :\

***
and today i didnt much spoke with Mr.B because when after try out he didnt sit behind me .
he got chairmate with si pesek dari rawa belong lol
moreover, he didnt asked when exam ! huhu .
but we got conversation in fb .
STILL MISS YOU , BABY !!!!!!!!!!! :<

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posted by dessy @ 11:57 PM   0 comments
Tuesday, March 17
smoke
kayaknya nyokap gue uda tau klo gue ngerokok .
kmren di tempat les gue sempet ngerokok 2 / 3 batang , pas pulang nyokap gue kayak ga enak badan gini .
trus tangan gue ada di bawah idungnya dia , soalnya gue pengen tau dia badannya panas atau enga .
& PARAHNYA ! gue belom cuci tangan & asli tangan gue bau rokok banget ! ==

abis itu nyokap gue diemin gue tp gak ngomong apa" .
cuma ngomong sm gue pas ada bokap . Tehe banget dah !

Gini deh ya ?
gue ngerokok gara" apa sih ?
gara" orang tua juga ! Apalagi bokap gue , yang nyruh gue masuk akuntansi .
UDAH TAU GUE BEGO BANGET AKUNTANSI !
terus sm nyokap gue yg kadang" she is my wonderful mom, tapi sometimes i guess she is not my mom .

Klo lagi brengsek , nyokap gamau jawab apa yg gue tanya .
giliran dia digituin , abis gue di marahin . Ngepet bapet !
Cape banget deh gue di rumah .
Klo gak ada hilmi, gue udah kabur kali dr rumah . Adek gue itu emg paling" deh ah .

Terus tadi, nyokap gue aja gamau jemput gue !
Klo dia gak bisa ya nyuruh lintang kek !
Gue kan jadi bayar ojeg sendiri *tetep gamau rugi

Gue jg ga sering ngerokok .
Kalo ada masalah aja , ato lg salting lol, ato lg mumpung .
& gue susah berenti kecuali si onoh yg nyruh gue >D

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Thursday, January 29
what's the mean of bestfriend
probo ever asked to tyaz when he got problem with his friend.
' what's the mean about bestfriend ? '

and now , i wanna ask you too .
' WHAT'S THE MEAN ABOUT CLOSEST FRIENDS? '
friends where we playing together , make jokes, and silly act .
and they're support me if i got problem with other friends .

but, what she doing behind me ?!
she changed my contact name in mobile to be ' NT: my name '
NT the mean is resistant .
i dont know why she did that to me .
what's my wrong ?
i guess , lately i didnt have problem with him .
even , yesterday she asked me to help him and i helped him !

i'm going mad .
i just sad . suddenly she did that to me .
i dont know anything .
i feel like rubish !

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posted by dessy @ 2:12 AM   1 comments
Tuesday, January 27
kutukutubuku
ANJRRRIIIIIIIIIITTT BANGET !

gue kan pesen breaking dawn di kutukutubuku.com
trus harganya 68rebu blm termasuk ongkir & 100 pengirim pertama dapet pin kan .

eh moso gue gak masuk list yg dapet pin .
' Berikut nama customer yang mendapatkan PIN GRATIS :
1. nina sukiat 2. CITRA PETSI 3. Chandra Yoga Adhitama 4. Kiky Amel 5. Deisi Amalia 6. Catur Wulandari 7. Rosi Martiani 8. Luki monika silitonga 9. Noveriesda Esther Toguria Tobing 10. Fitri Nugraha 11. fildzah yamami rizal 12. liana jesse 13. meli (ILP Center)14. cendy soegandha15. Sagita Retnaningtyas16. Neni Kurniasari 17. haryani suiliantika 18. Annissa Asnil 19. Anggita Navratilova20. Mariyati Rohmad 21. Bunga Renata Kastalisti 22. Indira Wahyu 23. riri lestari 24. aretha krishnamurti 25. shinta pamekar sari 26. jessie Januar 27. marlene kasasih 28. Ikhaputri Widiantini 29. Sitti Aisyah Rieskiu 30. Ade Hakim 31. Rafika Chintalois 32. sylvetri lestari 33. Andika Rahmawati 34. Hilda Dermaya Arifia 35. astyani Chairunnisa 36. rury silvina fibrianti 37. Dita Maulina 38. Syamsu rizal 39. Naomi Pratiwi 40. Elizabeth Rusmini Atawuwur 41. thio aprilinda 42. any chaiyadi 43. warga 44. anjeni ajeng asri siswoko 45. Hadiyanto 46. Pratiwi Pramaswari 47. herdiyanti amalia 48. aretha krishnamurti 49. Aprilaily 50. Oscar Primadi 51. Retno Puji A 52. Fitriani Purwandevi 53. Treja Yanthi 54. Chandra Amelia 55. Eka Noviyanti 56. silvy eka andansari 57. dina murwatiningsih 58. anisa rahmayanti 59. Raden Kurniawan 60. fita kartika ariani 61. Helwinda Hidayat 62. febbi dhini yanti 63. Wenny Yanuandita 64. Lila Shusilawati 65. Fadillah Oktoviani 66. noverlia 67. Maya Safitri 68. Yuwanitha Chiptasani


kata emba"nya katanya ada yg pesen lbh dari 1 .
padahl gue udah transfer dr kapan tau .
& gue komen di page breaking dawnnya .
komen gue aje cuma selisih berapa komen dr komen admin .
faaaaaaaaakkk banget dah ! (`×´)

ya menurut gue sih pinnya gak bagus" amat .
apa" Edward , bosen gue !
kalo org yg nonton filmnya doang taunya cuman Edward cullen doang . Ah , basi abey !
udah pasaran ah Edward cullen .
untungnya gue more love Jasper more than Edward (*゚ー゚*)
tau gitu gue mending ke TGA aja , diskonnya lebih gede & langsung di tangan .
anjriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit, nyesel abey gue !
mana pesenan majalah gue jg blom nyampe , cd twilight gue juga belon nyampe !
GUE GAK PERCAYA PESEN ONLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN ! ヽ(`Д´)ノ
-------------------------
tadi ada decode & supermassiveblack hole berturut".
senanggggggggggg ヽ(;´ω`)ノ

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posted by dessy @ 2:41 AM   2 comments
Friday, January 9
maaf
OHHH...

tahun 2008 ganti jadi 2009,
kelas 2 ganti jadi kelas 3,
ulangan harian ganti jadi ulangan nasional,
SMA ganti jadi kuliah, kerja, kursus, or whatever your choice.
-sigh:sigh:sigh::sigh::sigh::sigh::sigh::sigh::sigh::sigh::sigh::sigh:-



dan gue pun juga terpaksa mengalami hal tersebut.

tadi pas gue ol , mamake nyuruh gue nyari informasi buat kuliah . SHIT!
dia nyuruh gue buka web BINUS & bokap ikut campur , of course.
nyokap sih nyerahin ke gue, terserah gue mau lanjutin kemana, yg penting KULIAH !

OH MAAAAN, KULIAH PENTING GAK SIH ?!

actually , gue udah males banget yang namanya sekolah, kuliah, les etcdll yang spent my time banget .
belon lagi daftar kuliah yg pake gelombang" gono gini.
udah cukup lah gue capek, kurang tidur without produce anything. damn!
mendingan gue magang sambil sekolah biar dapet duit & kawin muda . huahahahaha

terus nyokap jg pernah ngomong ke gue , kalo trans tv itu buka pendaftaran sekolah smbl kerja .
cuma itu pilihan yg gue mau ! tapi kayaknya gak ada deh setelah gue cari infonya .
anjiiiirdddd, langsung down gue .
kalopun gue kuliah, mau kuliah dimana?

1. nyokap nyuruh binus, tapi gue gak niat sm sekali ! beneran deh, ada aja yg ganjel klo gue masuk situ.
2. gue jg tertarik sm stttelkom di bandung, cuman pas dipikir" ...
i must leave jakarta, my friends, and exacly my lovely stupid brother ! i wonttttttttttt ;________________;
seriously , my life to be lonely without them !
tapi gue seneng" aja pisah rumah sm bokap gue. hahaha , that's my dream ! XD bodo amat.
3. bokap yaaahh tetep aja kekeh nyuruh di STAN . ya allah, bukakanlah mata bapakku ini biar beliau tahu betapa kecilnya otakku yang lebih gedean upil saya drpada otak saya.

terus tadi bokap gue blg gini :
' kamu mau jadi kameramen ngangkat" kamera gitu ? '

HAHAHHAHAHA, TAI KOTOK MELETOKMELETOK .
gue udah mau nangis digituin !! dasar bapak gaktau diri !
gmana gue mau kuliah kalo tiap jurusan yg gue pilih, dia pasti gak setuju .
yah, bodo amat lah gue mau masuk mana aja . mau sesuai ama hobi gue atw gak kek . EMANG DIA PEDULI ?!
yang penting dia PUAS !!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA. bangsat!

gue sadar gue anak durhaka kok.
ngatain bapak gua sendiri , kadang benci sm ibu gua !
tapi gue sayang kok sm mereka .

' I just want to make you proud . '
' I’m sorry I can’t be perfect '

currently playlist
[>] simple plan - perfect

if only my father know the mean -sigh-

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udah lama gue gak nangis, sekalinya gue skrang nangis susah berenti . hahaha

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posted by dessy @ 7:24 AM   0 comments
Friday, December 26
today i went to TMII to helped my friends took photos for year book .
formely i wanna talk about my activity 2 days ago .

at saturday, i went to my neighbor's wedding .
i went at 7. 00 AM --7 pagi-- & after that i went to depok for accompany rmm.
i back to home almost at 12.30 AM --12 30 malam--

at sunday, at morning i woke up at 07.00 AM --7 pagi--
then i went to my family's wedding.
back to home at 1.00 AM --1 siang--
at 3.00 AM --3 sore-- i went to bekasi square to seen rmm's performance .
and my maag had a relapse.
i back to home at 10.30 am --10.30 malem-- but i didnt slept.
i slept at 12.00 .

at monday , i woke up at 07.00 AM --7 pagi--
i went to tmii , helped XII IPS 2 took photos for year book .

can you seen how tired am i ?

i not enough for sleep . maybe i little sick .
i'm busy ! i have not finishing my work for year book .
still 20 more students i must edit !

but because kanthi asked me to help her class .
i helped

and they are make me disappointed !

gue bilang sama kanthi ; ' kanthi, please gue gak keluar uang sama sekali ya besok ! ongkos dr rumah ke skolah juga. gue lg gak ada uang. mau beli kado bokap. '

kanthi said , ' YESS '

emang sih gue dapet makan. tapi just little SNACK & gue harus bawa makanan berat sendiri .
or i'll hunger there .
& gue masuk ke TMII atw ke museum laen jg dibayarin sih .
ya emg harus dong ! kan gue gak punya kepentingan di sana . gue CUMA JADI TUKANG POTO !
yang perlu gue kan mereka" itu . so.. hargain gue dong .

pas pulang gue cuman dikasih duit 5 REBU !
5 REBU SODARA" . IT'S SO DEEP INSIDE . VERY DEEP !!!

5 rebu bayangkan !
gue ongkos aja 8 rebu pulang-pergi (pakek baju bebas)
belon lg dr pasar ciputat ke rumah gue , naek ojeg bisa 4rebu .
paling engga , lebihin lah dr ongkos gue ke skolah . atau SAMAIN deh !

HAHAHA, sumpah gue nyesek banget ampe NANGIS di rumah !
gmn gue gak nangis ?! gue ngerasa gak di hargain !

okelah, kalo disana gue cuman foto smbil duduk & mereka stay depan kamera .
TAPI ! gue jalan kesana kesini nenteng" tas, naek ke atas turun lagi .
& gue belom makan . GUE KURANG TIDUR !
oemjiii !

just for know aje deh ! BT GUE !

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posted by dessy @ 9:11 PM   0 comments
Friday, December 19
ameba bego jadi gue entry di sini
KESAAAAAAAALLLLL ヽ(`Д´)ノ

yesterday , early evening untill now my mood to be bad .
it's one thing make me more peevish

->




my 'ayank gebetan' has a new GIRLFRIEND ;(
i already know before. but why when i saw this pic i feel sad
i know he has a new gf not my business . but maybe i still love him (´_`。)

this is our conversation (ayank gebetan and i )

imam "si kebo" says:
Asslmkm,,,,
oi,,,


I say:
walaikumsalam

imam "si kebo" says:
kemaren dtg ke unas gak lo????


I say:
enggak
lo?
kan lo gue tanyain


imam "si kebo" says:
hahahahaha21xp
maap yah,,,
kagak ada pulsa,,,


I say:
pasti gak ada pulsa
hahahaha


imam "si kebo" says:
gw juga gak,,,,

I say:
BENER KAAAAAAAAAAAN

imam "si kebo" says:
lg gak enak badan juga gw,,,

I say:
oh oke


imam "si kebo" says:
eh,,,
besok minggu obake on air di iro-iro,,,
dengerin yee,,,
hehehehe21xp


I say:
insya allah .. gue sering lupa soalnya . hahah

---- our conversation stop here. and i told to kanthi about her PM ----
but i made FATAL FAULT ! REALLY FATAL !

i send to ' ayank gebetan ' not to kanthi !

i wrote ;;

I say :
cepet sembuh yaa saayang
& skarang ganti jd
kasian ya pacar gue

imam "si kebo" says:
ahahahahahahahahahahaha2xp
sialan lo!!!!!


I say:
hahahaha
maap men
lg ngomongin orang baru jadian
LOL


imam "si kebo" says:
recet lo ye,,,,
hehehehehe21xp


I say:
recet itu apa ?

imam "si kebo" says:
gak bisa ngeliat anak monyet lg seneng,,,,,

I say:
hahahahaha sorry nyet
lanjutin senengnya
XD


i wanna ask to reader, if you to be my ayank gebetan . what do you think about me ? o(;△;)o

HELP MEEEEEEEEEE !!! (ノ◇≦。)

btw finally i cut my pony/bangs like taylor momsen ♡
i took some photo's but lazy connect to my PC ~∀~

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posted by dessy @ 9:21 PM   0 comments
HAHAHAHA
CIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, TWILIGHTERSSSSSS !
HAHAHAHA

SUKA KAN LO SAMA EDWARD SEKARANG ?
NGOMONGIN TWILIGHT MULU AMA SIAPA AJA & MAU NONTON LAGI KAN ?
HAHAHAHHAA RECET LO ! BIKIN MOOD GUE TAMBAH JELEK AJA !


CHEAT OF MY LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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